Friday, February 26, 2010

Seharusnya aku...

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Seharusnya aku mnjadi pelupa..
Pada benda-benda yang tak sepatutnya bermian di minda..
Seharusnya aku menjadi pecinta..
Pada Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa
Seharusnya aku menjadi hamba yang berguna..
Bukan menjadi sampah dunia..
seharusnya aku harus menyimpan cinta..
pada orng yang hingga ke akhir hayatnya hnya ada Allah dan umatnya didalam jiwa..
Bukan kepada lelaki yang kaki omong belaka..

Tapi itu hnya seharusnya..
dan aku sering melakukan sebaliknya..
Aku tahu aku perlu bergerak..
agar mimpi menjadi realiti..
agar angan-angan menajadi kenyataan..

Alhamdulillah..syukur kepada Tuhan..
Mungkin aku terlambat,
namun masih diberi peluang, ditunjukkan jalan..
masih nyawa dikandung badan..

Terima kasih ! aku dah dapat solusinya..Hidup ini seharusnya penuh dengan lelah..kerna syurga itu mahal hargnya..Yup!..Thanks!!Aku juga mahu pergi jauh..dan terbang lebih tinggi..Bukan hnya sekadar awan ingin kugapai..kalau boleh biarlah semua bintang dapat ku petik..Sakit dan penat...tapi itulah harga sebuah impian..Bukan impian biasa..tetapi impian seorng pecinta..

~Abaikan post ini,..~

~MAti itu pasti..hidup..insyaallah..~

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

~A prayer for u..~

This is for you, the one I really don know who..But always came in my dream, whispering in my ears the magic words, hold my hand when I fall..wipes my tears when I cry..This is for you,the one I don know who, or even too see you..Allah..plz...plz bring him into my reality..if.and if....you thinks that he is the best for me..





Bismillahirahmanirahim...


As i bowed after prostration

After bidding my salaam upon the angels..

Amongst du'aas poured for Him

There is always about you

May Allah always protect you within your brave spirit

May Allah lights your heart to torch others

May Allah keeps you surrounded by your beloved family and mates

May Allah shower you with all His love, as peace embraced my heart upon your presence

But above all,I ask from Allah

That you will be the happiest man

But as a women I'm shy to ask

My desire to always be with you

My desire to company you in happy or sad

But if He refuse to grant my wish, I will accept it

This meaningfull of ukhuwwah that has been created between us is far good enough for me..alhamdulillah

I will let Him tell you

And I let Him whisper my wish for you)

May He inspire your heart towards me, in each steps of my journey of life everyday

Being friend of Khalilullah

Is the best gift ever

Leaving you in His hand, is infinite expression of love

Asking Him to take a very good care of you, is unexplain, purest form of love

Praying for your 'aafiah, is the most tender care I've ever gave to a man

And I have nothing to offer you..

that is all..that is all..

But Allah...if he just can come into my dream..i'll accept it..Oh Allah.. Just do whatever You thinks best for me..my family..and of course my responsibility toward You, Rasulullah and others muslim..Guide me Allah so I'm not doing the same mistake again..Oh Allah..this is what my heart want to say..

~that all I can do..~

~Mati itu pasti...Hidup..Insyaallah..~